Monday, December 20, 2004
feeling so depressed these days. maybe im suffering from serious depression. i've decided to quit smoking. yes, and ive not touched even one stick for the whole day. someone just take a knife and stab me in my heart. it makes no difference in others' life when i die anyway. the whole world is against me. life is just so fucked up.. seriously, LET ME DIE.
i realised i'm so fickle-minded. 1 min thinking of this, the other min thinking of that. hais.. really dunno wad to do.
dear.. dont feel sad just because u aint here when i'm happy, worse when i'm sad. i'm not blaming u at all.. =)